Desperate and ravenous
So weak and powerless
Over you
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~A Perfect Circle
Weak and Powerless...that's what I am. It's a wonderful feeling, but it's scary knowing that there's only one person in the world who makes me feel that way. I guess that's just what happens when a person knows everything there is to know about you...even the things you don't know about yourself. For all my bravado..all my "I am woman hear me roar" bullshit...I am nothing more than putty in his hands...something to be shaped and molded into whatever he wants me to be, but all he wants is for me to be me.
How is it possible to have so much fire with a person you've know for most of your life? It's amazing how the air still crackles with energy when we're in the same room, how his touch still makes me feel like there's fire coursing through my veins...how he can make me fall to pieces with nothing more than a whisper or a soft caress. It feels like falling off of a cliff but never hitting the bottom.
This is what marriage should be. This is what love is all about. For the first time in my life I have no doubts, no questions, no second thoughts. If being weak and powrless is the price I have to pay, I have no problems with that.
1:43 a.m. - 2005-02-15
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